August 25th, 2006

Subject: Next in line. Time: 08:53 pm

District Sales Coordinator. Yup, thats me... promoted. I have my office that I pay rent for now. I suppose I am growing up. Damn this is scary...

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June 28th, 2006

Subject: Studying for hours.... Time: 08:20 pm

My life has just begun... Stay tune... (life meaning my "adult life")

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June 25th, 2006

Subject: New Mission - Be nice for once. Time: 09:56 pm

I am on a new mission - I am getting over grudges.... forgiving people that I thought I would never be able to. After everything that has happend with my father, I realize that people could be so much worse. I am starting to look at it as, "I may not want to be friends with you, but I respect you simply because you are a good friend to people that I love." That is what is important to me... I am not going to be selfish. My first task was a huge one... It came out of nowhere last night... but I said sorry and forgave somebody that I have not talked to in two years plus. I use to use the word "hate," but I would take that back. There is more to it. I have one more person I need to speak to - well not speak to - but just let him know a few things - a sorry - but I am tired of having a heavy heart. It is not worth it. Friday afternoon I realized that I am worth it. Well, Jean Claude (my regional) made me realize that. I am going thru a really hard time with money and things outside of work which is causing me unable to perform at my job as I would wish. But he pretty much saved me.... In fact, he even said, "If you were put in my region so I can help you have the life you deserve, then we will do it." I am waking up at 5:30 am to meet him in Baltimore for an enrollment - He is helping me out because he actually knows that I can do it. I just needed a push. I am more then greatful.. It feels great... I know that things are going to be okay. Really, okay. For the next few weeks I am going to be getting on my feet again... but at the same time I am not going to hide like a hermit as I have been for so long. I want to talk to people... I want to see people.... This morning I got home at 5 am.... Being with the old "crew" made me so damn happy.... I was sober the entire time and I could not stop laughing... dancing, laughing, dacning, laughing... back and forth. Awesmoe as hell.... Thats all for now...

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June 15th, 2006

Subject: I would think... Time: 06:42 pm

Happy is not one here... haha. sugarletters's Word Usage 1. i (226) 26. but (25) 51. know (14) 76. down (9) 2. to (149) 27. they (24) 52. because (14) 77. said (9) 3. and (148) 28. then (24) 53. them (14) 78. friday (9) 4. the (123) 29. out (24) 54. from (13) 79. too (9) 5. a (73) 30. so (23) 55. into (13) 80. walked (9) 6. it (71) 31. this (22) 56. got (13) 81. told (8) 7. was (59) 32. andrea (22) 57. off (12) 82. show (8) 8. of (58) 33. going (21) 58. girl (12) 83. boy (8) 9. my (53) 34. when (21) 59. ryan (12) 84. back (8) 10. that (47) 35. like (21) 60. she (12) 85. be (8) 11. we (47) 36. liana (21) 61. home (12) 86. had (8) 12. is (47) 37. go (19) 62. friends (12) 87. well (8) 13. in (40) 38. just (19) 63. talk (11) 88. see (8) 14. for (37) 39. do (19) 64. did (11) 89. by (7) 15. am (37) 40. get (18) 65. people (10) 90. real (7) 16. with (35) 41. were (18) 66. work (10) 91. shit (7) 17. you (32) 42. john (18) 67. went (10) 92. end (7) 18. not (32) 43. have (17) 68. him (10) 93. came (7) 19. me (31) 44. good (17) 69. will (10) 94. excited (7) 20. up (28) 45. night (17) 70. tight (10) 95. one (7) 21. all (27) 46. her (16) 71. us (10) 96. still (7) 22. on (27) 47. he (15) 72. think (9) 97. okay (7) 23. at (27) 48. want (14) 73. would (9) 98. weird (7) 24. there (25) 49. about (14) 74. wes (9) 99. jason (7) 25. are (25) 50. as (14) 75. damn (9) 100. jamie (7) Username: Word Count by Hutta.

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July 20th, 2005

Subject: I can not wait... Time: 03:34 pm Current Mood: excited

Just a few more days till I go TUBBING! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I am excited to kick it all day in the sun with my friends and plenty of drinks! Okay, Back to work.

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May 18th, 2005

Subject: Snowball... Time: 09:55 am Current Mood: calm

* I cannot hit a golf ball to save my life. I would hit it, but it would bounce off of the guards next to me, and then hit me in the head... Yeah... I rule at golf. * It is weird that I haven't talked to Andrea - Her and I talk everyday as soon as we get off of work like boyfriend and girlfriend. She comes home today though from Seattle so it is all good. * I bought the tickets for Killing Time next Sunday. John and I are driving from Atlantic City and Ryan and Andrea from Ocean City... I am excited to see Chris-Piss... * Friday I go to the hospital for my "procedure." I am kind of nervous but I know I will be okay. * A patient just brought me a present - Home baked cookies.. Yum. * Dan's band got on the Warp tour. They are playing three dates - I am stoked for him. He has been really down since his father passed away - He needed this. * I have to pee as always. * Wes will not make up his mind where he is going to live... Nerd. * John boy has an upset stomach. * A women in the waiting room looks like a turtle - It is really weird. LOOOONNNNGGGGGGGG Neck. * I am sure there is a lot more but I care not to think.

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May 13th, 2005

Subject: Sunday Driver Time: 09:43 am Current Mood: amused

A lot of "not so good things" are going on right now but I do not wish to write about them... Simply because I do not want to talk about things that are sad... Instead I should talk about things that are funny and fun... For example... The bum that was doing a strip tease on New York Avenue this morning... It was awesome... Though gross at the same time... Okay... I need to drink my coffee to prepare myself to get beat up by Andrea for not coming out last night... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Oh and I made cookies and cupcakes for tonight.. the cupcakes are going to be tight... real tight.

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May 12th, 2005

Subject: Weekend review... Late. Time: 10:21 am Current Mood: awake

My mind is clear - I have forgotten to update on this past weekends adventures: Friday Night: SONAR! A rack of us went up to Sonar in Baltimore... all of my girls were there - Andrea, Liana, Michelle, Sherry, Bat Girl, Meghan, Kate, Amanda... It rocked... We danced the night away - I took a rack of pictures which can be viewed on my website - (See above - Taxidermy). I swear I danced for three and a half hours straight - and loved every second of it. I even got John bOy on the dance floor - Of course he just stood there while I shook his hips... Hehe. Seth was grumpy old metal head as always - Jason adn Joe brought the party to the floor... Ryan was a laugh while trying to dance with crazy looking ladies... Kevin made himself look like a "scary movie guy" and Andrea could not stop smiling when they played The Rapture... After it let out.. Ryan was talking shit to this girl that was talking smack the entire night to us all... Then she ran across the street and ran into a truck.. Of course there were 20 plus of us and we all laughed at her. Her sister comes up and starts talking smack to Ryan... Ryan just laughes at her then the girl said, "I will kill you!" So ofcourse.. Ryan and I laugh harder... Then all of a sudden... Andrea comes out of NOWHERE and steals this girl in the face... "Talking shit about my boyfriend!" OH MY GOD! It was awesome... However.. i did not want Andrea to mess up her shoes so I push the girl off of her... Then she tries to hit me but John tosses her to the side... Kevin, Jason and I start a dance party right in the middle trying to make the issue funnier... Then the girl continues to talk smack... Once again.. Somehow she runs over and Andrea ONCE AGAIN - bust her lip.. LOL. However... Once again.. I push Andrea back because you see... YOU CAN'T FUCK UP THE SHOES! The girl runs away and feels like a fool... We find Andreas shoe and we drive away. The night was good.. real good. Saturday: We wake up and Johna nd I met up with Ryan and Andrea... we venture to Georgetown to do what.... GET OUR LIPS TATTOOED BY GRANT! LOL... Me: "Tight" Ryan: "$Bling$" Andrea: "Haterr" We continue to shop.. Run into Steve and he calls Andrea and I crazy ass girls... "Dude don't sweat that shit... you know it is TIGHT" Hell yeah! Dinner then a movie with those two... Good times... By the way - RYAN ATE A LOT! (I need to document that because it is rare that he eats anything) When we get home it is like 12:30 and Seth and JOe come home... Joe comes busting into my room and tells me it is a good idea to come hang out... whatever ... I did... TILL 4:30 AM! Do not ask me how I stayed up that late with them but we did... and it was awesome... We were practicing our gambling skills.. we are all ready for the end of the month. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday sucked... it has been a hard week.. Nuff said. Friday night ... the 13th ... is Matt and Brooke's birthday/house warming bash... It is def going to be crucial... I am excited... Today - I go to my GI doctor to talk about getting an endoscopy... sucks Goodbye.

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May 11th, 2005

Subject: Dedication Post. Time: 07:19 pm Current Mood: Shallow

Mosh Girl Rules ( Read more... )

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Time: 10:39 am Current Mood: confused

At my desk at work I have a photo of my mother... It was a photo taken when she was my age... Everyone keeps on asking if that is me... I wish... she is beautiful... I look at it every time I get angry and remember that it is not worth it... To take a deep breathe and brush it off of my shoulders... That there are more important things in my life. Sometimes, I think that I am in a movie... Though I have not figured out which type. A lot of questions have been floating around in my thoughts within the past week. But for once... I am not questioning myself. They are questions and motivation to do better for myself and my family/friends... To start to achieve the goals that I so badly want. I think that I am ready for them. There have been two unfortunate deaths within the past two weeks and I am witnessing the pain of good friends. It hurts to see my friends in pain... I wish I was able to pick them up and make them smile... But right now the only I need to do is have my ear available to listening and m,y shoulder available to crying... My thoughts are now scattered.. At night when I try to sleep they are so clear... I just stay awake, hold John Boy and think... Fall asleep at about 3:30 am... Do you ever want to get out of bed at 2 am and just write out your thoughts... I do... and very often.

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May 9th, 2005

Subject: Do you... Time: 02:23 pm Current Mood: sad

Ever feel like you know something bad is going to happen?

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May 6th, 2005

Subject: CHECK! Time: 08:27 pm Current Mood: ecstatic

Tonight is going to be SOOOOOOOOOOOOO freaking tight... So damn excited... I will post pictures.... WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! PS - hoTTT

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Subject: FOR ANDREA - LOL Time: 01:08 pm Current Mood: amused

-----Original Message----- From: Jamie Shelley Sent: Friday, May 06, 2005 12:33 PM To: Dr Kristin Thomas Subject: RE: VIDYA SESHADRI ... it is just one of those weeks.. but it is Friday.... -----Original Message----- From: Dr Kristin Thomas Sent: Friday, May 06, 2005 1:03 PM To: Jamie Shelley Subject: RE: VIDYA SESHADRI this is true. ---- Andrea - I laughed outloud then went "awww" thinking of you....

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Subject: FUCK MY WORK! Time: 09:35 am Current Mood: angry

I am in a real shitty mood.. I MEAN A REAL SHITTY MOOD! I do not want to talk to anyone... I want to just eat really fatty food and watch Sex in the City and tell everyone to fuck off... Nobody can figure out what they want to do tonight... Lisa are you working tonight... Maybe I will go up there... Let me know.

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May 5th, 2005

Subject: Annoyed. Time: 10:08 am Current Mood: worried

I am really nervous about going to my follow up appt with my internist this afternoon. He told me that I have for options - Either Lupus, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Lymes Disease or Fibromyalgia . I have been told that it was fibromyalgia but it was never "for sure." Damn it.. My joints hurt.. I am going to complain today while I pound down the cups of coffee because I am so damn exhausted. Well, as John always tells me, "You could have been in China." Very true.. I am lucky.

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May 4th, 2005

Subject: My boss is tight... Time: 10:43 am Current Mood: amused

-----Original Message----- From: Dr Kristin Thomas Sent: Wednesday, May 04, 2005 10:31 AM To: Jamie Shelley Subject: RE: MICHAEL, MICHELLE She's o.k. she doesn't need to be seen much. She's young and healthy. I told her I'd help her on her medical stories from time to time if she needed the help. She's George Michael's daughter, the guy who does the Redskins TV show and the sports on channel 4. They are nice people -----Original Message----- From: Jamie Shelley Sent: Wednesday, May 04, 2005 10:34 AM To: Dr Kristin Thomas Subject: RE: MICHAEL, MICHELLE My roommate and boyfriend would love that... When I go with the hospital to RFK stadium for the football players physicals prior to the season.. they always try to come with me... Then they get jealous when I say that I talked to all of the players and Gibbs... Men. Go figure. -----Original Message----- From: Dr Kristin Thomas Sent: Wednesday, May 04, 2005 10:37 AM To: Jamie Shelley Subject: RE: MICHAEL, MICHELLE Exactly. I had no idea who George Michael was when I first met him as a patient. My husband went ga ga. I came home and said "is this guy George Michael on TV or something. He acted like I should know who he is"...Now of course I know who he is...Josh is still waiting to score some tickets for a game from George...

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Subject: I Suppose I am Growing Up... Time: 10:22 am Current Mood: shocked

This kid I knew... Matt Daurer... He was actually the "older" hardcore kid that drove me to all the shows when I was too young to drive... just had a kid this morning... It still blows my mind when people I know have kids and get married...

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May 3rd, 2005

Subject: Update on Plans. Time: 04:16 pm Current Mood: happy

This weekend is suppose to be awesome so I was thinking of going to Georgetown... Getting my lip done with Andrea... Having a "consult" about my back tattoo... (Return my hippie shirt to Urban)... Buy white pants because they are hot... Then going on the row boats with the guys down the Potomac.. then topping it off with a NICE dinner at a DIFFERENT restaurant... Yeah... That sounds good... *ummmm... I am day dreaming*

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Subject: Should I? Time: 03:29 pm Current Mood: silly

I can not figure out what i want to do this evening... Go to the Oriels game with Groater or stay home and sleep... I do not like baseball.. But I like kickin it with Groater and I like going to games... Hump... I will figure it out at the last second.

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Subject: Pickels Time: 09:03 am

Yesterday I wrote a lot but it didn't post because LJ sucks for me sometimes... Here it is in a nutshell... 1. John boy thinks that Andrea has a bigger head then Joe Denny when she is sleeping.. But it is because Johns head is abnormally small. 2. Liana is cute when she is angry... Do not sweat it girl. 3. I bought a PS2 game - High Rollers Casino - my roommates, Joe and I are addicted. We are practicing for our trip together at the end of the month. 4. Dan is doing much better - I still hate wakes and funerals... They are hard to face. 5. I get angry when you have faith and trust in a friend... when you know it is hard for you to give that to anyone - and it turns out they lie to you and talk shit on you... Real bum out. Oh well, better I learned now that you are not the friend I thought you were... Right? 6. Andrea and I are getting tattooed this weekend and I going to talk about getting my back covered up... "Sweetness" 7. I have to go back to the doctors this week - Last weeks visit wasn't all that great - oh well... as long as I take care of it now.. right? 8. I am tired - I was late to work because I could not get out of bed - Johns body was too warm and comfy - I could have laid there for hours...

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